8 Years ago...

This morning I cried a tear over you.

I was shocked.

And felt like a terrible mother.

For the first time in 8 years, when I first woke up I had not remembered the day of your birth.

I mean, I KNEW today was your birthday (all week I was thinking about it) - but when I first woke up, you didn't immediately enter my mind (until I looked at the calendar).

I felt somewhat ashamed that I had 'forgotten'.

 

Each year brings forth different feelings and emotions and it seems to get somewhat easier. Possibly because I am gaining more experience?

Needless to say, I still had a good little cry.

Bottom line is life is good but I will NEVER stop missing and remembering you!

Happy Birthday sweet angel baby!

xox

Mom

PS... see you in heaven someday!